Its alright man! You were amongst the first few to welcome me here to the amp all those years ago and have helped me grow and experiment so much. Everyone here has. Don't beat yourself up. This world is increasingly stressful and insane every day. Its surprising more people don't snap you know? You aren't a bad person. You just make mistakes. We all make mistakes. So don't beat yourself up. And then my next video you just better REALLY REALLY REALLY love it or else   

Edit: Though please know, I do really appreciate your apology and the rest of you guys for sticking up for me :P