Tonight is always going to be the last night.
I'm always not going to take anymore.
These heavy thoughts just drop,
like tear bombs on my floor.
When is the point that its beyond repair?
What day will you wake up and I'm not there?

I've tried to forgive
and I have tried to forget.
But how can it be that way?
When you keep reminding me,
in every word that you scream,
in everything that you say,
my tears refresh my memory.

You always say you are sorry,
followed by an, "I love you."
Those words mean nothing to me,
because they don't mean anything to you.
Some sorry excuse usually gets you by,
even in excuse form its a sin to lie.

Chorus

It used to hurt a lot,
only because I cared.
I'm so numb from this pain,
sometimes I forget its there.
Yet you find away to remind me,
and let me know its all true.
When the tears start falling I remember.
I forgive, but I cant forget what you do.



~ The best songs are always written out of a strong emotion, I was pretty angry while I was writting this so hopefully I pulled some of that emotion out onto the page. Comments please.
Thank you for reading!
-Sarah White

I think you should try and send this song to evanescence lol. It sounds like it should be backed up by this awesome lead distorted guitar. For some reason it reminded me of one of their songs i heard on the radio last week. Their songs always sound kinda depressing, and it seems like this somewhat fits into that category lol.

That is the coolest thing anyone has ever said! I friggin love amy lee!...hmmmm...maybe i should.
thank you for reading it, it is depressing, because i was very depressed while i wrote it, at least i am conveying my emotions !
thanks again,
Sarah

heh. Go for it...well....If you can figure out a way to contact them lol. I mean..personally....I have no experience as far as singing goes.. But in my opinion it does resemble evanescence's gloomy-like lyrics. But you know shoot for the stars, and give them a ring 

Well they say... "If you want to sing the blues you got to live the tunes..." I am sorry if that is true.

but hey, writing gets me through the day. Its easier to carry the weight of your problems on paper than inside.

Lol GW i totally have Amy Lee on speed dial, along with Adam Gontier, and Jared Leto....i wish.
 

Sarah