Well, I've been looking at colleges recently and its been very stressful, because I've come to realize that I'm not all that I've made myself out to be over the years. It's a big world out there, and I'm not the genius I thought I was. This song comes out of that frustration.

Lyrics:
I made a mistake
This was my break
I need to rethink
Rethink myself
I’ve known defeat

There was so much in store in my future
But now I’m little more than a creature
Everyone thought that I was such a genius
But I never had any real achievements
I’ve known defeat

I need to repeat
I need to change
I need to learn
Learn myself
Humility
Sobriety
Conformity
Learn hard work
Fix myself

There was so much in store in my future
But now I’m little more than a creature
Everyone thought that I was such a genius
But I never had any real achievements
I’ve known defeat

Separate
Separate my time
Organize
Clear my mind
I need to feel
I need to change
I need to work
Procrastinate
Know defeat

Nice way to channel that energy.i hear the cool sounds in the background.The song is a bit different from your new direction or the latest stuff Ive heard from you.Hey a really good friend once told me when the future seems too overwhelming hold on to the present(stay in the moment).The future will work itself out ,besides why worry it hasn't happened yet!!!
Anyway it sounds like your music is pretty genius so don't worry!!

music is awesome seriously the vocals are good could be better but im really diggn the guitar and that little organ sound sounds awesome.